I hate myself.
It’s funny just how little it takes to set you over the edge. You’d be surprised at the little thing I let set me over the edge. However it still stands that I, Alyssia Cutolo, can admit that I am a weak person. There are many time over the course of this month that I sat in a bathroom with a knife thinking over the reasons why I shouldn’t. And I never did. I always had enough reasons.
Today I ended up getting curious and googling myself. Just to see what would show up, and what do you know… Coffelt shows up. The one thing that I still haven’t gotten over… that still haunts me to this day and makes me cry whenever something happens to remind me of it. Seeing his face again…
I don’t know what to do with myself anymore. I feel like I’m a terrible person. Like there is no point in me being on this earth anymore. I’ve become the one person I hate the most.
DISCLAIMER: I’m drunk. This probably made no sense.
omfg press alt+the reblog button
praise god bless jesus hallelu
omfg press alt+the reblog button
praise god bless jesus hallelu
I’ve been doing a lot of soul searching lately.
School isn’t for me right now. I’ve been thinking about the military…
We play this song at work. i like it.
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